Things I love to do

Hey, it's Saturday and I have 2 more days to rest! 

A lil updates on what I'm doing recently and why I've been m.i.a back then.

I'm doing what I love and chasing my dream ^_^

Group picture before we start our day! 

A friendly lady I met there :)

People start to come by and asked

Coz they saw so many leng luis there, hahahah 

My art piece, LOL XD

What's that? It's a penis, hahahahahaha

With lovely LiTing :)

SzeLing, LiTing & SiYin

Kena photo-bombed by Sze Ling at behind, XD

The HASHers 

Red Bull to give us extra energy through out the day 

Cheers :)

So what's this penis, banana all about? LOL

Last month was a busy month for me as lotsa things I need to catch up with. 

Went for HASH Run and we had our booth there to promote our health and beauty product.

What's that product?

MK13 for beauty and SKi for our inner health.

For more info, please click here

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Yes, I enjoy doing events. And I have my dream which I want to make it real.

It's a long way to go, and yet I'm still learning everyday.

People I met, how they motivates me....and how they disappoint me.

Still, I'm not going to stop chasing things I want. Regardless of what the future might be, I will not give up. 

Love, Color.

I'm Fine.

Hey hey!! A quick updates :)

I know I've been missing for months.... 

Been busy lately with works, family, friends.

Yes. I am Fine here. :)

Latest pic of me, incase I'm forgotten by you all ;)

Good nite!

More updates soon!

Love, Color.

Pantai Remis

Beach again???

Well...yeah..obviously :D

I realize I didn't post anything for a period of time... Browse through my picture folder and I found these......

Irene and mummy :)

Irene is our neighbor kids. She always came to our house coz she loves to talk with my parents. Plus, my parents love to give her and her bro & sis candies, chocolate etc. Hmmm..... 

It's nice having Irene and her siblings :) At least when I'm not at home, Irene can keep my parents occupied ^-^

So last last last Sunday I went home and Irene drop by. 

We decided to bring her along with us. Dad wanted to buy fresh seafood so we went to Pantai Remis.

On the way, we stopped by for breakfast.

Nasi lemak

Lo Mai Kai

Irene wanted roti canai, so we ordered for her. 

After having breakfast. We off to Pantai Remis. 

See how happy they are? :D

One thing I realize....mum's smile and Irene's look alike @.@

That's me with her...and she is not ready to take pic yet...tat's y her face like that.... =.=

By the way, there's fishing competition going on at that time.. Can see alot of people there...with their wife and kids... It's Sunday.... 

All of them waited patiently... Given to me...I canot sit there lor...under sun sumore... =.='''

Here's our cute Irene :)

That's me and her again..This time, she smiled :) haha...

If you are looking for fresh seafood such as clamps, prawns, lala, kerang..can come here and buy. It's cheap and more fresh than those in supermarket. 

They have rabbits too. 

Me and mummy <3 

Again...mummy and Irene <3

After getting what we want there. Need to go back, coz it's super hot!! 

Again, we drop by the same shop we had our breakfast for some drinks.

Irene said 'Let me try first' 

And guess what, Irene bumped with her cousins there too! What a small world!! :)

Well, that's how I spend my Sunday with my family. :)

Working already gave us alot of headache...not to mention other problems that occur along the way.

Spending some quality time with family and kids will make your day <3

Labor Day fall on next week. Grab this chance and go back home. Spend more time with them, treasure the time with them.... 

<3

Love, Color.

Thanks for making me realize

There had been alot of things happened for the past months. Things changes..people changes as well. All these changes me. It is true when people said, treasure the time with your family while you still can.... And words said can't be taken back.

I guess this is the time of my life where things started to not seems as what I wanted to be. Maybe all these long I've been lying to my ownself. Afraid of the truth. Things get complicated and I am lost in my way. I need a hand who can hold me and bring me back to the right path.

It is not easy when people tell the truth..especially when it comes to you. It is hard to accept that this is what others see in you, when you thought you are better than that. We have to accept the truth and change. Sounds familiar? Yea. That's what people always said. It's always been easy to said than done.

Have you wonder what would happen if things doesn't turn out the way you want it to be? Disappointment. That's what we will felt. And after that????? Everyone will feel disappointment in life, and this feeling makes us want to do better.

Everyone in this world live with purpose. We have what we want to achieve in life. But often, not many of us get what they want. End up climbing the mountain half way and give up...Some even quit without trying. As for me, I am still at the bottom of the mountain, trying to reach the top. Will I make it? I don't know. One thing for sure is I cannot stop climbing.

At this point of my age, I admit that I am greedy and there's so many things I haven't explore. I want to have many things at the same time. But I know I can't have all the things I want at the same time....

I am afraid of losing those I love so much. As I climb the mountain, I'm scare losing people I love and care the most. I know I will be distracted, being to focus on chasing things I want..end up neglecting people I love and thus losing them. I am scare to be alone. I guess everyone feels the same......

What I really want now is to spend more time with the people I love and care. I can't imagine myself losing them... I want them to be the one who shares my happiness and my sadness...

I love you.... I love you mummy, dad....

Nude? Naked?

Expecting these kind of pictures ?

 Of me??

Nah...then you may click the (X) tab of your window. wtf.

I am talking about going nude as in without make up. It is human nature wanted to look good. That's how cosmetics was created, coz the creator of cosmetics realize this fact.  Females I would say the major user of cosmetics. Since young, they already started using all these chemicals just to look good.

As for me, I started using cosmetics when I'm in my secondary school. Friends influence factor =.=

You know lah, young girls...teenage.

Some of my nude pictures  

Scary ???

That's how I looked like....naked. Without makeup.

Haha...not bad lah after all. wth. 

So, when I started working, using cosmetics became more frequent, especially attending events, meeting people. We need to look good always don't we ladies?  ;)

But still, I use very little cosmetic. I have sensitive skin, as pimples easily pop out if my skin is dirty. Finding the right products for your skin is very important. Same goes as finding the right cosmetics for your skin.

Plus, using too chemicals on your faces can cause damages. That's what I've read somewhere.... Err...

That's all !  :)

Love, Color.

22.3.12

Argh!!!!! 

It's one of those days when you feel like escaping yourselves from all the work, problems and stress. Plus it's 'aunty visit' time for me.... So ladies I'm sure you know what I'm saying  >.<

Talking about 'aunty visit' , guys you need to know some facts about this:

1. We are in pain- Usually the first few days of our period is painful. That's the suffer we need to bear in being a female. I can say almost 90% of us will experience menstrual pain. At this moment, we really need someone to care and show us love. Guys, menstrual pain is like HELL!! 

2. Girls are emotional during this period- so you see here, we tends to get angry and upset for no reason. Some small actions or words spoken by others may trigger the anger of girls whom is having period. If you are not sensitive enough to us, guys, we'll feel how useless you are. 

3. We crave for foods- Yes, indeed. It's not like we are craving for soury foods, but more on sweet stuff. We wants chocolates, cakes, ice-creams, etc. 

4. We have hormonal changes which may lead to physical changes- Pimples are the most common changes you can see on us. wtf. I just don't understand why there'll be lotsa pimples popping out during period. We feel ugleh  =.=

Erm, that's all I guess.... If I left out anything, girls, please add in for me ;)

Sorry if you feel it's a useless post.  =.=

Anyway, thanks for reading  XD

Love, Color.

Working with idiots can kill you

The tittle seems familiar? 

Seen it somewhere?? FB?

Well, yea...I found this very interesting tittle of article. 

p/s: if u can't see it...click on the pic 

What I found true here is that  You can cut back on smoking or improve your diet, but most people have very poor coping skills when it comes to stupidity-they feel there's nothing they can do about it!

Totally agree with that. There's nothing we can do when it comes to working with idiots.

Working is not about ourself alone. It's always about teamwork, working with others whom you don't know them...until you start to 'work' with them. You realize he/she is a lazy scumbag, kaki ampu  (whom only know how to pretend to be good, hardworking infront of boss, while he/she is nothing), the volcano whom can erupt easily, copy cat,  etc...

And the list goes on...

It's true, we met all these kind of interesting people in our work place. Some can tolerate with it...but some can't. And thus..lead to hatred, leaving the company..

Working with idiots?? Well... I'm facing some workplace dilemma as well.

There is this fella whom is good for nothing. Just because he is somehow related with boss, he thinks he is good. Plus he is lazy and dirty. Omigosh! He pick his nose at the public. Ewwww. Scratching his head all time, not to mention the dandruff. 

I just can't stand this fella like seriously, I've been tolerating since the moment I knew him.wtf. 

10.02.2012

Hey there! Just a very short post from me.

I'm currently away outstation..not at KL. 

Bak Kut Teh with family. I miss bak kut teh now :(

I miss these people as well... It's just been 2 weeks here...but I'm missing them badly...

Mummy~

Daddy~

Lucky

Pui Pui

Last but not least....

<3

p/s: my baby sick already.. haiz.. wanted to go back and see them :(

Love, Color.

Beware always

If you realize, in my fb status, I did mention that I've been conned by 2 Malay males.

Alot of my friends asked How? When? Are you ok?

Thanks for the concern. I'm fine :)

So what's the story?

Here it goes.....

I was surfing the net searching for short term rental/homestay. I need a place to stay at Kuantan for one month. Asked people around me, unfortunately they do not have any recommendation. They asked me to surf the net. Well, of course I did think of that at the beginning. But I would like to try asking people around me. Of course lah, trust-able. No choice, I've surfed the website which I'm sure everyone familiar with. ibilik.my. 

Managed to found an apartment at Palm Court for rent, which cost only RM700 per month. I've called the owner (Halim Othman) and we've agreed where I'll be paying him full amount of rental once we met and he pass me the key. Then this fella Halim Othman asked me to called his friend Muhammad Firdaus as he is not at Kuantan at the moment. So I called Firdaus to confirm the rental and of course to tell him the time and date we'll be reaching there.

Surprisingly, this Firdaus asked me to bank in deposit of RM350 as rental confirmation. At first, I agreed. Then thanks to Dear for telling me not to do so. I only banked in RM100 for him. After I've banked in, I called this Firdaus. He picked up the phone and again I tell him when we will be arriving.

The next day, once I reached the apartment I called Firdaus and failed to reach him. I thought he might be having prayer or busy with his work. (It was 2pm that time) Called not only once or twice, but I've called more than 10 times! Still no one picked the phone. What I do next? I called the owner Halim. He pretended that he don't know anything and says he will call Firdaus, and called me back. Of course, he din call me back.

I called him and he says he failed to call his friend. WTF. He asked me to wait. I've waited from 2pm until 4pm, and called this Firdaus thousand times. Failed.

At that time, I knew I was conned.

Well, I've made a police report regarding this matter.

Even the amount of money was only RM100, but still...I'm conned. The reason why I'm making police report is to let the police know that there's this kind of thing happening out here. And I'm posting this to let you guys out there aware about this. I have all the details of the men, names, contacts and even his account number!

Talking about police, well, I've asked what are the actions will be taken since I've made the report. The officer said that there will be an IO (which I think stand for Investigation Officer) call me for details.

Surprisingly, no phone calls from them until this moment! Now I really doubt their credibility. It seems to me like it's a waste I made the police report after all.

Moral of the story: Do not simply transfer/deposit money to unknown people even tho it's a small amount. You might get conned. (or not)

A song for me

A song which I'll listen to when feeling down and demotivated.

A very meaningful song..

There's a hero

If you look inside your heart

You don't have to be afraid

Of what you are

There's an answer

If you reach into your soul

And the sorrow that you know

Will melt away

And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

It's a long road

And you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand

For you to hold

You can find love

If you search within yourself

And the emptiness you felt

Will disappear

And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows

Dreams are hard to follow

But don't let anyone

Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on

There will be tomorrow

In time, you find the way, hey

Then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you

Mmm, that a hero lies in you

Kinda tired of things around me lately. Sudden felt of disapointment and discouragement. 




I need to hold on......


As it's a long road...

E-mo-ing

Omigosh...I'm emo-ing now.Tears wana come out.I hate it. The feelings I'm having now. Troubles and problems are part of our daily life. I know that. Everyone knows. The moment you get hit down, what we wish and want for is nothing more than a shoulder for us to lean on. Someone who could help you or be there for you when you need them. People talking about troubles and problems most of the time. Who don't face it? We all do.

It's like a roller coaster. There is moment you'll feel like at the top of the world. There is moment you'll feel like at the bottom of the world with no way out. When shit happen there's no one to blame. It's true what people say-never trust anybody else beside you yourself. I once do not believe this. But now, I do realize it's true. It's funny. I realizes alot of things especially after I stepped into the 'outer' world. About peoples. Relationships.

I'm sad and disappointed knowing the people who I thought I can rely on, turn off my face when I need them. But I'm happy as well, knowing there are actually people who I called true friends out there, willing to lend their ears and shoulders for me. It's enough. Although they can't help much, but their hearts... I can feel the concern and care from them. It eventually gives me strengths to overcome these.

Thanks to all those people who turned me off when I need them. Without them, I would have not realize there's others there for me.




Love, Color.

feeling

Nobody is perfect.

I am not perfect.

I feel useless.

Things not going right. 

I can't do anything, I just sit there and cry.

Things happen because of me.

My careless.

Some little thing you asked me to do, I can't do it.

I thought I'm helping you, but I'm troubling you.

I had my emo swing.

Things you say and do, it does touch me.

It hurts me.

You might not realize it.

Or its just me being over sensitive.

I am like the other girls.

Wanted to be loved, care and pampered.

I said harsh words when I am angry.

And after that, I'll regret.

Blaming myself for acting like a kid.

I should be more understanding and act maturely.

I am trying...and learning...

made up my mind

I've made up my mind. 

I've made my choice.

It takes me some time to really think it through.

After considering aspects involved...

Not to forgot my passion..

I'm going to start my very first day working tomorrow.

Ops, I mean in a few hours more ;)

What job I'm doing?

Something which doesn't require me to work in an office, getting the opportunities to travel around, meeting people.

Had the plan in my mind and yeah, gonna just do it.  =D

p/s: my hair is not that curly anymore T___T

Love, Color.

When I was a kid..

When I was a kid

I had a dream

Well, not A dream, but dreams

I want to have LOADS of pretty clothes

Jeweleries, Heels, Make up..etc.

I want to live in a HUGE house, own a SPORT car.

I want to marry a RICH, HANDSOME guy.

All these were my dreams...

When I'm still a kid.

I've even wish of becoming Miss World. But thanks to the gene, my height crashed my dream. FML.

Anyway, I'm happy to be what I am today.

:)

What was/were your dream back then??

p/s: That was the young me, with cute hairstyle, Garfield T-shirt and funky pants XD

Love, Color.

Tear drops on my lap

This is not a new song by Taylor Swift..nor it's my song...

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Everyone will cry..tears will come out..the difference is the reason behind the tears.

Love, pain, laughter, sad, stress...etc..

Boys or girls..

Young or old...

We cry.

At the moment when our tears are rolling down our cheeks, some hope that there'll be someone beside them..

Some prefer to be alone..

Thanks to my buddy who's always support me whenever I'm down.

I think he understands me than myself..

Thank you again :)

Looking back

When we are too free...we tends to think alot..that's normal.

We'll start to think about the past and future.

When I looked back at what I've done back then, I feel I'm stupid...

I'll laugh and shake my head...thinking of those silly things I've did.

I still remember how I used to write a diary...and I write how I have this crush to a boy. (I was in secondary one that time) 

I keep the diary at a secret place..and my sis knew I wrote diary..she'll try her best to find my diary. She'll korek here and there. =.=

Then when I realized my crush had a girlfriend, I stopped to write diary...so sad :(

Talking about crush...hmmm...I did had few crushes..hahaha XD

And all of it turned out to be just crash...Ops, I mean crush. :p

Have you ever received a love letter?

Someone gave me a love letter before! Haha..back in secondary four.

You know, back then Fb, Twitter haven't exist..and internet is something new.

So this guy, who is one year elder than me...he gave his love letter to my friend and asked him to pass the letter to me.

The letter was folded nicely :)  So sweet of him~ 

First time received love letter, sure happy lah. 

Did I reply? Yes lor...

So we started to communicate thru letters. The funny thing is that I don't know who is that guy.. =.=

I keep on bugging my friend, our middle man...asking who's the person who gave me the letter. After alot of trial, he showed me the guy at last!

He sends me birthday present too...

Did we become couple? NO.

Because I'm still young that time and I don't want my study to be affected. =.=

At the end of the day, we are both friend :)

We still got keep in touch..

Okay, that's the story for today. :p

So what's your story??

Love, Color.